Broken hearts has no spare parts.
I have never want to be in this kind of situation where I have to face all my fears and doubts all by myself. Where days seem to be longer with no meaning to it and everything for me seems to be out of place. I’ve been down, I’ve been despondent, I am disappointed in myself for not knowing to make decisions and not pushing myself hard enough to achieve the best for me. I’ve been selfish and hurting my love ones without realising the mistakes that I’ve done but truthfully speaking, I’ve never had the intention in doing so.
Maybe I’m a fighter more than a lover. I get jealous easily. I make quick assumptions. I bombard words that just well hurt others. I have never want to be someone like this. I don’t even know the reason why I am acting like this. Perhaps it’s my past that keeps haunting me? And now it’s affecting me all over again. Affecting the others around me too.
