If it’s really killng you, then you should leave.
I know I’m not the best a guy can have. I know that I never fail to hurt you countlessly. I know that deep down youre hiding all this pain and act as if it’s nothing. I know that you have been having doubts about me but you kept it to yourself. I know that I don’t deserve someone like you and you deserve someone way better than me.
I’m sorry that I have been treating you this way, I told you I wasn’t perfect. I tend to say words I don’t mean to say, but I can’t deny the fact that those words I’ve said, it cuts so deeply like a dagger piercing through your heart. Yes, I may not realized it and I am sory for that. But eventhough I apologise countlessly, the hurt you feel won’t dissapear just as easy.
I guess, I just gotta be strong for now, have faith and hope everything goes back in place. Lastly, I just gotta prepare for the worse.
